Are you Surrendering to yourself to catch yourself – as you grow, as you explode into your bigness?
As you become this incredible being that was germinating in the seed that you were?
Can you believe that this future You is actually already inside you, and can you surrender to allow them to emerge?
Surrendering to a way that might be uncomfortable and that might mean pushing aside the dirt, even as you sink your roots even deeper?
When we become a seed, we are giving ourselves permission to be a contradiction and to hold ourselves in tension.
The intense, patient, silent, inert stasis of being a fleck, inserted into the ground.
The squirrely, uncontrolled, get-out-of-the-way-of-your-own-self explosion of growth as you emerge from your shell and become the you that was there all along.
Surrender. It doesn’t mean giving up or throwing in the towel, but it means receiving that which is, for all that it is, and allowing something mystical, something less explainable, and less understandable to have a say in how your life is manifesting and making room for the you that is emerging.
You need to be watered, nurtured, given nutrients and life. You may need help in clearing out some of the dirt and debris from your way. You may need some tools to help crack the shell of fear and insecurity.
But all of those are conscious acts of Surrender.
Because you are falling out of yourself and into the You that is Becoming.
Because Becoming a Seed is really about Becoming a Being who Continues to Become.