Becoming a Seed

Becoming a Seed

The other night, in my own coaching group, we talked about Surrender. The big word. The one that sometimes makes you feel all heeved out because you think about giving up or raising the white flag. And I began to see how counter-cultural Surrender truly is. I mean,...
You Forgot I Was a Seed

You Forgot I Was a Seed

The year was 1996… I had just moved up to Berkeley to start my first year as a student at UC Berkeley. I was OBSESSED with Sarah McLachlan’s album Fumbling Towards Ecstacy. And I was ready to give college my all. Except I wasn’t. Because I was...
Will you be my Anamcara?

Will you be my Anamcara?

I’ve been thinking a lot recently about what led me to the point where I was ready to give up on Church. Because I had done it before. You see, between 14 and 17, I experienced repeated trauma at the hands of the Church. First, it was a head pastor caught in a...